Equinox Inquiry


In what areas of my life am I moving too fast?  What am I missing?  What or who is passing me by? 

What am I changing and who do I want to be?  


Who do I need to become to be that person?  


How do I honor my needs and remain true to my heart? 


How do I hold others accountable to their word and then let it go when they aren’t? 


How do I honor the earth and give gratitude for another winter of solitude and silence? 


In what way am I embodying my true self and in what ways am I not? 


Am I showing up even when I am afraid? 


Am I showing up when I’m not? 


Am I allowing others to see the real me and not getting distracted by the patriarchy of lies that surrounds me?  


Am I allowing for yet another ego death which will inevitably come with this work? 


Am I saying YES to new opportunities that light me up?  


Am I leaving my house and celebrating with the beautiful souls in my life who love me? 


Am I expressing my love to those around me, everyday even when I don’t feel that love in my heart? 


Am I forgiving those in my life who are not yet aware of their toxic masculinity or victim femininity which clouds and projects their fears onto me?  


Will I rise when the time is asked and honor my ability to be strong when others are not?   


How is it that I am so free and that the winds of change continue to blow through me and not blow me over? 


How am I so beautiful and so amazing? 


How did I live for so long as to not recognize my life giving greatness? 


How far will I go into the unknown before turning back and saying -  are you there yet?  Will I let the insecurities of others pass through me and not blow me over when they get stuck in the mud while I am free?


How is it that I do not waste my energy on comparison and focus solely on the grace and beauty of my individual journey? 


How am I aware of being aware of you being aware of me being aware of us being aware that we are all just stardust floating around an infinite cosmos of creation? 

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