Energy Currency

Isn’t it ironic that typically masculine industries invite speakers on burnout to help their workers?  We want to ‘help’ you -  because you know - you’re the problem.   Fuck your help and your burnout because guess what -  I understand we cured obesity and for the last 50 years told people - it's your fucking fault for being overweight.  Well guess what - it’s not your fault.  And it’s all a lie.   Do you get the analogy?   Burnout is not your fucking fault.   Oh by the way we’ve cured anxiety and depression - also not your fault.  But we aren’t here to be angry - we’re burnout.  We are well past that.  Here’s the emotional scale -  burnout is way down below overwhelm and anger, where most people ‘think’ they are burnt out.  Boredom  Overwhelm Blame Anger  Apathy  Guilt  Burnout Fear  What is burnout?  Let’s get real - it’s the fear of the unknown.    So lik...

  Release. Let go.  Receive.   All words that continue and continue and all I hear is I want to keep this.  It’s familiar ground.  Letting go requires change.  Allowing a new feeling to come in.  Sure it may feel good for a while, but eventually it just feels … empty.  Emptiness can be mis-understood as sadness or fear.  Be assured that it is not the same.  It is a temporary state that eventually will get filled like an empty glass being filled by water.   You are an empty vessel.  Letting go has created this space within.   Honor that.  Grow aware of it.  Allow yourself to be filled up with what you most desire.    But here’s the thing about desire, it’s not something you can speak of.  Desire is within.  It is a calling, a craving, a yearning for something more.  Your heart knows it.  Does your heart speak to you in words?  Mine does not.  It’s a feeling of clai...

    The codes  When you wake up at 5:05pm on the 5th - now that’s flow.  This is following the perfect meditation at 4:44pm on 2/4/2022 - the perfect 4.  I am a four and am in flow.  What does this mean?  Flow? Surrender?  To release control?  And if you don’t associate flow with surrender then you haven’t been in flow.  Flow is a feeling of peace and calm, of natural gratitude, a state of being.  How can you explain Being in words?  You can’t.   I’ve come to realize my superpowers are alchemy.  Like the shifting winds, we can step into an intention with a declaration and make it so.  The key is presence, true grounded presence.  Be in your womb.  Your womb is the creative force of life.  It gives life and births it from nothing.  My husband looked at me yesterday and said, you’re not pregnant, are you?  I laughed out loud at the absurdity.  I was going to the Dr. on Monday, but...